Waiting Game

I feel lame not knowing the (exact) last time I saw my boyfriend.
I mean sure, I can ball park it, and say like 2weeks or something. But I'd much rather like to be specific.
I also feel lame knowing this is the longest the two of us have been apart from eachother.
True, maybe things like this will make us stronger as a couple. Maybe seeing eachother all the time is over-rated (yeah... right.)
And I know the reason for this time apart is completely legit. He had finals and graduation stuff to worry about and I have work (retail during the holiday season... yep). And both of us were stressed out about last couple weeks. Maybe the stress could have been lessened if we were together. Maybe that would have been worse... Who knows.

I just know, that I am lucky.
That even through all the little fights, the big misunderstandings and all the other relationship landmines we have so far tread across; we have come out on top. Together. And possibly stronger.

And for as much as I love my alone time. And as much as I need alone time.
There are times I need him more. Because he has done what none of the others have done which is weather my storm, embrace my flaws and continue loving me for me through it all.

I miss him.
I love him.
And I am T-30 hours away from seeing him. The only thing between me and him is work, a couple hours sleep, work again... and then my drive to him.

So... yeah.
All of that.