All I Want for Christmas ...

is you.


Yes, Christmas is that time of year with cozy nights full of fires, blankets and, if I have it my way... hot chocolate laced with Kahlua, yummmmm. But I can say how excited I am to spend the holiday with my other half and his family.

I worked really hard to find the perfect presents for everyone. And hopefully (*crosses fingers*) I will be off work in time to get to them without it being retarded-ly late. Because, that would suck. But that is not really in my control... it depends on how the shoppers treat our store tomorrow and what the corp offices tell us we HAVE to do..... ugh, tooo many variables.

Also, it is setting in that spending the holiday with him and his family may or may not be kind of a big deal... I mean, it's Christmas, lots of families have their own set of traditions and ways of doing things. And, well, I don't want to intrude on that (and technically I'm not, they did invite me). And I am like 100000 percent sure that I am worrying a bit too much about all of this...

OH, and, I am a serious gift-giver. I pride myself on the ability to pick out the right gifts. And this season, well... My ideas were to big. And I couldn't find things I was looking for, and did all my backup shopping yesterday. Yeah, I put it off, only because I kept looking for the unfindable items. But the back up items don't suck. IN FACT I think they may be just as good as the original ideas, but... I'm just afraid they wont be liked. And thusly, I wont be liked. anymore. :(
That last statement just proves I am worrying too much.

SO.
On those notes.
I wish everyone a happy holiday and prolly wont be back writing till after the new year :)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS