I'm Sensitive, Dammit.

I'm more sensitive than I let on.
I perfer to appear stong, steadfast even stoic, before I let my emotions get the best of me.
I process through my emotions before I do or say anything; making sure the emotions are justified and coming from the right place.
However, in doing this... I don't think my actual sensitivity shows. Maybe I am too busy processing my emotions to fully feel then, let alone, say anything about them.

In previous relationships, I was made to feel like I was crazy for having feelings and/or ever saying anything about them.
I realize (and have know for awhile) that the man I am with, is nothing like those boys. He cares more about my comfort, my thoughts, my feelings and the expression there of, so much more than (almost) anyone I know.
Yet, I still find it hard talk to him about my concers/worries/fears. Even when I know my feelings/fears etc are justified.
I think I am afraid of the reaction the feelings would generate... When, I don't want a reaction. I want to be heard.

There is no time like the present.... Right?