Saturday, October 24, 2009

Make a Move

Just a reminder this is ALL from my point of view. It is no reflection of my Swiss counterpart.

That being said....

I did the one thing you are not supposed to do when you find that person that you feel you shouldn't go without.
I moved away.
It's sad... In away. I moved, because I am sure that it is what is best, for now in the long run, for me. Is it best mine and his relationship? I'm not sure.
True, he and I have spent nearly everyday together up until recently... And even in our short time apart I know I missed him... Ok, I more than missed him, I really missed him; I really hated being away from him.
But again, this move I made was best for me. I think...
I hated my previous job, and this new one came along but required a move. So, thinking rather selfishly, for once; I took it. I discussed it with him, my faimly and some friends... And no one disagreed. Everyone, for once, wanted what was best for me.
Which, by the by is one of the best feelings I ever had from a group of people.
And admittedly, once he ges back to Switzerland... Just, this time away from him is like seperation bootcamp. I will come out more prepared for his leaving? And our relationship will be stronger, right?
So here it is two weeks into my new job and my move. My home is coming together. And I miss him like crazy. Everyday.

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